Late night thoughts…
For the past couple of months, the words “I need to get my life together,” have sashayed past my lips at least a thousand times. And with all this intention, I never made to move to put my words into actions. Coming back home has allowed me to just think without distractions; including school work, campus life, relationships, social networking sites (excluding tumblr) or even acting crazy with friends. I have always doubted if I was going in the right direction. Did I make the best choice? Was that a smart decision? The past attached it’s lingering strings to me and hindered my progress only because I let it. I realize now that forward is the only direction left to go and that my motivation comes from myself and no one else. I know there is a path, engraved with turquoise stones (my favorite color), that has been specifically designed for me by the Big Man himself. My faith, family, and friends are what keep me grounded and I am better for it. I can honestly say that I am happy and this is going to be a rewarding summer ^_^